Goodnight and Go

Sudahkah Kamu Bersyukur Hari Ini?

So, here some random thoughts I had, tonight

My life was never been planned or anything like that,

let say I never plan to take Management Major in University

or even Finance

I never plan to go to Germany to study, 

sure I dream on going there but really I am planning to do it like in 10 years when I have enough money to do that

I never plan to study in UK,

or at least Lancaster was not in my first plan

but things happened in life,

and here I am,

being ungrateful in the past couple of days 

just because things happened not according to WHAT I WANT

oh :(

I feel really bad right now,

I really couldn't ask for more,

I learn a lot during these past 20 years, 

and how could I whining about life being unfair

when LIFE ACTUALLY GIVE ME AMAZING THINGS

because sometimes what you need is not always what you want right

:)

we are, tiny human being, 

we never know the bigger picture

we do judge easily

and focus on the bad things

only bad things

we often forget to take a deep breath,

and think about what make us happy today

so, here I am, thinking

" Sudahkah Kamu bersyukur hari ini?"

Things to do when life gets gloomy

Hi Ho People,
Isn't it funny how a song could switch your mood, like from super gloomy to super excited and happy for YOUR FUTURE!

so, this is what I usually do when life gets super gloomy and sad and grey and stuff
well, I rarely get sad, but when I get gloomy it will be like super gloomy
like the sky turn grey, birds are falling from the sky
well, kidding,
so this is what I am probably gonna do,
oh and plus to remind my future self what to do when such things happen

1. Remember to Take A Walk

I don't know about you, but I LOVE to take a walk. Just simply, enjoy your surroundings, don't bother to think about anything. Just be grateful that you are perfect human being living in this tiny little planet called Earth. But really, it does help a lot to take a walk and observe your surroundings. Well, at least it works for me :)

2. Listen to your own "Oh-My-God-I-Feel-So-Happy-After-Listen-To-This" Songs

Again, everyone have their own preferences. But for me, this song never fail to put a smile on my face :)

but, really everyone should have their own song!

3. Simply take a deep breath and count your blessings

This might be work when you're taking a walk. Realizing that you are probably way more lucky than many people in this planet :)

Human being tend to focus on the negative things and forget what they already achieve and get on their way . One dead end is not the end of your dreams people, just simply search for other roads. Oh and my favourite part, take a detour! You never know what or who you're going to meet on your way to get there :D

Failure is not the end of the world, I do personally think failure is the best teacher :)
You just need to deal with it, and learn from it
oh really, You'll do better next time
other people also face failures, so why do you think your problem is the greatest problem in this entire universe?

"The problem is not the problem. The problem is your attitude about the problem"

"Failure is the opportunity to begin again, this way more intelligently"

4. Drink Hot Chocolate or Coffee

I don't know about you, but hot chocolate does its magic for me. I ALWAYS SMILE WHENEVER I SIP HOT CHOCOLATE!

oh, or at least, i tried this once as well

try to order black coffee no sugar. I am not a coffee drinker, and I try this once. When I sip that liquid into my mouth, I just realize that there is no way my problem is way bitter compare to the coffee

but really I guess this method is not everyone cup of tea

5. Do things that makes you happy

Again, it's everyone personal choice. You can choose to sing or drive or I don't know climb a tree?

For me, things that make me happy. Well, I get happy easily, like by drawing or painting something with crayon and water colour. Hmm singing does makes me happy. Talk to your old friends and reminiscing good old times. There's a lot of things you can do. Really

It is not that hard to be happy :)



so, I guess this is it for now. I will probably update this after I try new things

so, be happy people

"Even the darkest night will end, and the Sun will rise"

:)

Ours

And you'll say don't you worry your pretty little mind

People throw rocks at things that shine

Chapter 12 of 12

Heiho December, 

So here we are, we meet each other again old friend! 

It's been one year after we met,

So how are you doing? 

I know in these last 8 years we're not really get along, 

Well things happened right,

But really maybe it was my fault,

Being over reacted to your existences

It just i dont know

But really you will and still be my old folk right? 

Anw let's change things this years

Just like the old time

You and I against the world

Oh but really, 

I do miss you December :)

Sent from my Samsung Galaxy smartphone.

Song I am Currently listening to..

so, it's probably was like another-nothing-important stuff I will post here
but yeah, I need to keep my life on track, right?

so here are a couple of songs I've been playing on repeat

so enjoy the random track people!

How to be an Awesome Human Being

so, this is the time of the year again,

where I kinda rethink what has happened in the past year,

where usually I got kinda afraid on what will happen next year,

you know 

December is tomorrow

and I dont know whether it just me being over-sensitive human being

but yeah,

December and I just don't get along

ahahahha

YES PEOPLE

I HAVE THIS PRE-BIRTHDAY BLUES 

so, here I am 

trying to cheer myself up, 

making some new goal for brand new 21 ME

so *drumroll people

Next Year's goal is :

TO BE AN AWESOME HUMAN BEING

what on earth San, what is an awesome human being?

oh believe me, one day I just woke up

and feel determined to become an awesome human being

but yeah, being random me, still got no clue what an awesome human being does

so living in this oh-just-google-it era

I google and this INSPIRING ARTICLE  by Judit Johnson came out

oh and let me bold it for you

What is an awesome human being

To be an awesome human being requires three things:

1. To know that you are both spiritual and earthly.
2. To live consciously from the inside out, deeply connected to the truth as you know it.
3. To love yourself and others regardless of any considerations.

To be an awesome human being is not a matter of being perfect, for perfection does not exist in human form. We can only strive to do our best, humbled by the knowledge that we do in fact stumble and fall, and that those seeming "failures" are usually our most wonderful life lessons. To be awesome is to recognize and accept the challenge of being the very best "you" that you can be. Those who live this way serve as an inspiration to others to do and be the very best they can.

SO PEOPLE,  yes I want to be an AWESOME HUMAN BEING

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