Dear mom, Dear Dad

Dear Mom and Dad,
I'm apologize if I always makes you having panic attack,
or disturbing your sleep time,
thinking about what gonna happen with me

but, from the deepest of my heart
you should know
that I'm doing this thing to make both of you proud

I'm willing to do anything, just to make you smile
I'm very sorry if this stupid-backpacker-things always makes you worried
sorry :(

I promise I will never do anything like this ever again
but..
can you just happy for me,
cause I'm really happy for this
and again, I'm doing this to make you smile
so,
could you be happy for me?
...