Hard Decision

Hello, hello,
this month is definitely awarded as the most-difficult-decisions month
I faced several hard times and decision,

and it's quite hard for me to make up a decisions
since I'm the type of person who always try to combine not choose
( haha then I'm so greedy right :( )

I already make up a decision, this day, just by now
I couldn't attend ASES Japan 2011
well it's quite sad,
but again, I have several consideration before i make up this decision

1. Time
10 days in Japan will definitely quite risky for me since I might get busy preparing stuffs, document and visa before I go :(
and the main reason might be the time I've to spend with my parents bfore the "leaving",
with rough calculation if I pushed myself to still go to Japan, I'll only get 10 days left with my parents :(

2. Money
Well, need I say more?
Although our group from ASES will be looking for a sponsor, but I think it still cost me quite lot to go there,
and other stuffs that will be bought for "leaving" will (again) cost me a lot :( (thanks God I receive a scholarship there )

so,
am I sad?
well no of course,
it will be really greedy of me if I still pushed my decision to go to Japan, and not thinking of the others
i'm really grateful for what happen to me lately
yeah "most grateful person on earth" :)

so, maybe I'll say,
by Japan,
sorry I could't meet you this time,
but believe me, some day, I'll reach you up, and we'll doing great things together

ciaaaao