Things I want to write (don't read it anyway, its not that interesting)

Hi again,
this is sania writing (finally) in her warm-comfy-but-messy-room
it was so cold outside,
since I read this morning in weather forecast site that it was only 0 degree celcius outside,
so OF COURSE I didnt have any courage to open my window!!

Anyway,
many things came up to my mind last night,
about where I should continue to study or book or life or things
like really last night I was thinking about almost everything

Remember my last post about what school I want to take after finish my undergraduate study?
Yes,
I still remember i put and highlight "London Business School"
but recently, I'm thinking about this Msc Economic and Finance in London School of Economic
I don't know why
this thing came up to my mind when I surf random stuff on the Internet
and this graduate school seems nice
I mean REALLY NICE

I know, like really know that to apply for both LSE and LBS is like freakin' hard
and i must struggle on that

I don't know but Economic master degree seems really tempting to me
since
yeah, call me geek,
I enjoy my International Economic Class both in Pforzheim and also back in Indonesia

yeah, I still remember in JHS,
I couldn't understand why we must learn all the economic stuff
Isn't that obvious how the system in the market work, like why we must know the supply and demand of the product?
In that day, I still remember I don't want to touch anything about economy or another social stuff

And now?
Here i am, amaze with how the economy in the world work
and how some-damn-genius people can take a profit from that
like Genius George Moros,
well I still confuse I must admire or hate him,
since he was the reason why Bank of England broke back in 1992
and some rumors said that he also take a part in Asia Crisis in 1998

well, sound like I really know super-smart thing right?
but actually, really, I DON'T HAVE ANY IDEA about it,

ok, stop talk about economic and finance,

well? The question again then comes up.
Why must London? I'm also pretty sure that there's are a ton of superb nice school out there
in US probably? Harvard? MIT?

well, I also don't know why nut I have this kind'a obsession to study and live in London someday,
well, actually I also have this really small chance to enter those BIG Universities

Anyway,
there like still a long path waiting for me after i finish my undergraduate study ( It still next year, actually and hopefully)

and I still confuse whether I'm gonna take Graduate study or just jump in to work world like other people do
but doing nothing for one year actually also really tempting
like I can join a Project for life or doing stuff I like in one year

but, yeah
I still don't know

This stupid 18 years old brain still need to figure it out

Yeah,
anyway things I do this morning
1. I read "Multinational Business Finance" book , wow, that's sound cool right? Believe me, I just don't have anything to do ( internet sucks ) and anyway I don't understand any single things on it
2. Oh, and I also cook my very first Pasta Bolognaise, and the taste like, hmm at least it eatable

anyway,
ciaaao
have a nice day everyone
I'm going to have my random trip
bye

Sincerely

Random girl