Over Obsessed

I hate being over obsessed to something
like really hate being in this situation
but I don't know
this "thing" keep happen and again I don't know which particle of my body that control it
My Brain? I don't think so since i keep saying to my mind to stop
really, I don't know how this keep going on..
I think it just a part of me that I can't hide from
and I must accept it in every single way
anyway,
I already told that I'm currently love like really-love this Korean Show called "Running Man"

yeah, I know from the past, Korean Drama always brings thing bad effect to me
yeah, called it "over happy" "over sad" and again "over obsessed

but I never though watching Korean Variety Show can also caused this-again "Over Obsessed" effect

anyway
I realize that I'm really falling "head over heels" to this show especially to Monday Couple
aaargh

like I'm googling exactly the same thing every day
and playing repeated scene of RM

yeah, call me freak, crazy,

Really
I also don't like being in this way
but I couldn't stop it

WHAT SHOULD I DO??
AAARGH

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