One Year Off Vacation

As I traveled and met new people,
There's always something unpredictable and somehow inspired me to do what I really want to do
I mean, living in a dorm in a hostel, is not only just about to save up some pennies
it's somehow also give you new idea and perspective in how you perceiving your life
Met a girl from brazil , who sell her cars just to live in france and travel
Woman from australia who take 3 months off to travel around europe
I can't said enough of it
They're just amazing,
It's amaze me how they don't afraid what would come in the future,
How they don't care the opportunity cost they're sacrifice in doing so,
And how they really living their life to the fullest
To do what they really want to do
And now I begin to ask myself, am I brave enough to do that
This one year off vacation idea couldn't just get out of my mind,
Living remotely from one place to others like for one month, having live there, take a part time job, meet new people and friends, get a culture shock, and bringing new perspective,
Aren't those things just so tempting,
But again,
Am I brave enough?
I don't know who need to be blamed on?
Do I need to blame myself for being such a selfish person,
Raised in east culture, do make me think a lot about things
Family, friends, future, job , society, those things ,
You can't just put them off in making decisions
But I do really want to do that,
I mean it just like one year I do what I want to do
And then after that I'll have my normal life,
Master degree, take a job, like all people do,
all of the responsible things you need to do as a mature human being
But again? Am I still having normal life if I do that?

The answer still
I dont really know
To be honest, this idea is so tempting yet so risky,
I don't even think I can do it,
Yet my family also won't let me go
So...
Well, I still don't know,
Life is surprising right,
Like I never think I would be here in this room right now, 18 hours flight away from my family,
So,,,
Can I do that?
I don't know
Yet I do adore and inspired by people who willing to do so,
You're just amazing!!

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