Hi! I'm the most stupid-positive person in the world

The thing is I always become a very positive person,
And I should say positive is way different from optimist,
I'm more a realist I guess.. well not sure haha

Let say,
I'm the type of person who tend to look the brighter side even in the dark situation

As for example,
-I laugh, and feel terribly happy when I queued and literally squeezed in SM Town Concert back in Jakarta
-I failed the last McK interview, and what I do is write all the things I could possibly achieve and done when I'm not working in that big M company haha, including crazy as high stuff like winning noble prize in economics
-I did feel that I would definitely not study any IFRS thingy if I didn"t lost my wallet back in Prague, so lost my wallet is sort like 50% a good thing ._.

I just want to ask the world?
Am I that weird?
Is this a good thing, or just something highly imaginary that my head create?

Sometimes I keep wondering,
I tend to let go something that people might see as a good thing or even really good thing in order to achieve other things

Stupid?
Yeah, maybe, haha
I always believe life is driven by faith and your works
It doesn't mean I don't do any efforts to achieve my dream,
It just sometimes, as I wrote before (I guess) , you never know the big picture,

Maybe, something that I let go off is meant for someone out there, who might more deserve it more than I do

And who knows,
Maybe there's something out there who are bigger, smaller or whatsoever waiting for me
And the stupid part is I always believe that kind of things
Even when I'm not,
There's always a small part of me who will believe, and eventually conquer the previous realist part

So, let me ask the world this time
Am I doing the right things

As I wrote before (again)
I am a dreamer, and I try to catch all those things
And the thing is sometimes that dreams are even bigger than myself
And
The stupid things (again) is I always believe that dream

Yes, I know,
I fell, slip, split into pieces, hurt more than you know,
Hurt more than anyone ever know,
Yes, I laughed at that failures,
I pick them up, and put it into my pocket,
And made them my friends

My bitter friends,
Friends who always tell you the truth no matter how hard it could be,
Friends that make you look at and reflect to yourself
Friends that want you to do better

And along the process I learn, develop, in order to become better person (in my opinion haha)

As I said,
I love being a positive person!
I love the energy, the excitement, the laugh
It's always been a nice thrilling adventure,
Isn't that hurt? Of course, who doesn't,

So,
Hi world!
It's been a nice 19 years living on you,
again,
You surprise me,
I should say all the time,
I cry, I laugh, I smile, I scream

Howecer, since I'm having a loooong term plan to live on you,
Why we don't make it a fun ride then?

Okay, something isn't right here,
Why I write all of these things on the first place

Oh yes!

Hi!
I'm the most stupid positive person in the world :D

Ps : it's not even grammatically correct, so do stay away you grammar nazi!

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