Girl with a lot of dreams

So, here I am
Try to confess
That I have these many dreams or should I say too much dreams?

Sometimes I begin to think, am I to naïve to think I can achieve it?
Am I wrong? Or am I so stupid to hurt myself when I couldn't achieve those dreams?

Back in a days where I still in Senior High,
14 years old me read these book "Rainbow Troopers" aka Laskar Pelangi,
And yes I am stunned how people try to achieve those dreams,
And I still remember one quote from those Trilogy,
One that brings so many impact in my life

"Bermimpilah maka tuhan akan memeluk mimpi-mimpi itu"

Isn't that word just indescribable
Yes I am stunned, and from that point, I begin to have so many dreams in my life

After reading "Naked Traveler" , I begin to like the idea of becoming a traveler

Europe, on that time, was so unreachable,
Haha of course, I was still 15 years old at that time,
came from a small town
Even neither of my parents have ever been there,
Yet I still remembered, I sat on the bench in front of the class with my friends,
Talked about how someday we will travel around the world and conquer the world,
Sounds naïve right?

So,
Never been in my mind I could travel around Europe before I was 18,
Oh please, I do dream about that,
But really, before 18? With my own money?
Yet, it still came true

To be honest,
I am really grateful for what I have today
Every sad or joy experience always give me lesson to be learned
Yet I know there's still a lot of things out there that need to be learned
Since I admit I still immature, too enthusiast, dumb and bunch of other stuffs that need to be fixed

So how about other dreams?
Of course, I still have a bunch of them!
Yet, these dreams are getting harder to achieve,
Something like I will get nobel in the future! Haha, another naïve stuff
But, really, nobody really know what will happen in the future right?

Well, sometimes I miss the young me,
Who can always dreams without boundaries, worried, or any limitation,

I must admit sometimes, 18 years old me think of how could I have these such dreams,
You will be hurting yourself dumbhead!

But really,
Tuhan akan memeluk mimpi-mimpi kita kan?

At least, I try to achieve those dreams right?
Rather than regretting myself what I should have done in the past,

Yes , I absolutely know, there's a lot of chance I will get hurt, stab, fall or whatsoever
But at least it will give me lessons, and a chance to fix myself to become a better human being

Or to conclude this post I should say

"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover." - Mark Twain

So RISE UP PEOPLE!
HAVE A DREAM!

Like Agnes Monica always said!
DREAM! BELIEVE! And MAKE IT HAPPEN!

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